Thursday, December 30, 2010

This Year Gone...

As the end of the year approaches, its time for some reflection.
I've learnt a lot from not only others, but from myself too.

There have been tears and laughter, illness and health.
There have been joys and sorrow, hardship and wealth.
There have been lessons learnt and mistakes that were made.
There have been rules that were broken, but also obeyed.
There have been children that were born, and friend's that I've lost.
There have been friendships made, and some brief paths that crossed.
There have been promises made and some that were broken.
There have been moments of silence and words gone unspoken.

As the end of the year approaches, its time for some reflection.
I've learnt a lot from not only others, but from myself too.

Next year year will be better than the last but not as good as the next.
Written by Jeska Brewster on 30.12.2010 (c)

Monday, December 20, 2010

Adopted
















A woman sat there in her room
Tired, shocked and alone
She had just found out she was adopted
She felt like the house she grew up in was no longer a home.
Did she have her Mother's eyes?
What about her Father's nose?
Did her Mother get the chance to nurse her?
Did her Father get to wiggle her toes?
An aching yearning to see where she fit
The origin of her creation
Decades had gone by without any knowledge
Such an overwhelming sensation.
Should she one day tell her first child?
How would she find courage to tell her lover?
Had everything she had known been a big lie?
Was she missed by her Father and Mother?
She wondered if she would meet the two people
Who decided to give her away
She wondered what their though process was
Was a decision made at birth that day?
The woman wondered if you could love a stranger
When they were meant to mean so much to you
She wanted to love her parents and vice versa
On her birthday were there candles they blew?
She had to find where her family was
A million questions circulated her mind
Did she have a Brother or Sister?
A surge of emotion she would hate to hide.
She'd set about to find her story
Whether she ran the journey with someone or alone
A contact number was all she had to start with
Answers to questions she wanted to know.
Whether the result would be good or bad
It was only fair to find out either way
She knew once the door had become open
There was no turning back from that day.

Written by Jeska Brewster on 20.12.2010 (c)

Summertime

I've been scolded by a blistering sun
My whole skin begins to burn
I'm feeling dehydrated now
My stomach starts to churn
There's an unbearable heat outside
My face is a fiery red
Droplets of sweat fall down my spine
There's an echo inside my head


The flowers in my vase have wilted
Children don't want to play outside
Air-conditioners and fans are blaring
From the heat, inside we hide
The air is as hot as a sauna
A place where heat collides
The soil under my toes is warm
That's right, its summer time!


Written by Jeska Brewster on 20.12.2010 (c)

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Apex Prey


An eagle grabbed me with his sharp claws
Beady, hungry eyes.
He pounced on me when I least expected it
Stinging claw wounds.
Wings stretched wide as we flew through the sky
Scary, windy heights.
Adrenaline consumed me as he flew me to his nest
Sharp, spiky sticks.
I was a fresh piece of meat
Tasty, fleshy treat.
Curled up into a ball trembling with fear
Vulnerable human being.
The eagle flew away and left me there
He would return.
Wondering which part of me he would consume first
Perhaps my heart?
Swooping eagle returns to taunt me
I'm his prey.
Eagle pecks at my eyes so I cannot see
Sore, bleeding eyes.
My body is paralysed with pain
Unable to move.
I do not fight because it's easier that way
He's too strong.
An eagle has feasted on my weak body
Apex predator wins.


Written by Jeska Brewster on 14.12.2010 (c)

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Cupid's Dart





You're a drug I've become addicted to
It started when I looked in your eyes
Slowly urges have began to consume me
I'm hooked with nowhere to hide.
I've started to crave you all the time
Even in the shower
You're an addiction that's take over me
Every second, day and hour.
Once I had a taste of you
I instantly became distracted
Trapped inside the thought of you
You're compelling and attractive.
Provide me with an antidote
Feed me a dose everyday
Now that you have me hooked
I can't let you slip away.
I want to overdose on you
Enough does not seem plenty
I'm greedy when it comes to you
You'll have to ween me off you gently.
It's your fault for being irrisistible
I usually have self control
There was something appealing about your aura
My will-power is what you stole.
Wake me up from this crazy dream
This addiction seems so surreal
My feet have lifted off the ground
My body I cannot feel.
Your welcome venom has affected me
It's penetrating my pumping heart
I feel I could be lost here forever
I've been struck by Cupid's dart.









Written by Jeska Brewster on 8.12.2010 (c)

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

It's You That I Adore

I bite my lip
I need to stay quiet
Can't mess this up
With words uninspired

I worry too much
This makes you laugh
Over analysing everything
You relax on my behalf


I request one thing
To be the Ying to my Yang
If you say no
I'll only ask you again


















Are you hungry for my passion?
I could feed you everyday
I'd whisper in your ear
Next to you I would lay


I'm trapped in a web of words
My lips start to quiver
For some reason I've gone shy
My body begins to shiver


You are an amazing creature
I'm excited to know you more
You're sweeping me off my feet
It's you that I adore



Written by Jeska Brewster on 7.12.2010 (c)

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Addicted To You...


Goodbye to the worries of yesterday
Greetings to the excitement of today
Welcome to the mystery of tomorrow
Here with you is where I want to stay


Trapped in time
Lost in your eyes
Craving your warmth
Addicted to your smile


Goodbye to the insecurities of yesterday
Greetings to the happiness of today
Welcome to the possibilities of tomorrow
Here with you is where I want to stay


Trapped in a dream
Lost in inspiration
Craving your embrace
Addicted to you...



Written by Jeska Brewster on 30.11.2010 (c)

Friday, November 26, 2010

Until I Met You...

A smile can create sunshine
This I never realised
Until I met you.
Eyes can show compassion
This I never saw
Until I met you.
Words can bring such honesty
This I never believed
Until I met you.
A person's prescence can provide such joy
This I never felt
Until I met you.
A gaze can bare such meaning
This I never imagined
Until I met you.
A single kiss can cause such butterflies
This I never experienced
Until I met you.
I deserve happiness
This I didn't accept
Until I met you...















Written By Jeska Brewster on 26.11.2010 (c)

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Husband and Wife

First encounter.
Stranger turned into acquaintance. Acquaintance turned into friend. Friend turned into lover.

Lovers straddling on the bed.
Passionate kisses. Sweet embraces. Loving, tender moments.
Time elapses.

More and more in love. Growing stronger everyday. Such closeness. No secrets.
Propped on one knee. "Marry me please?".

Accepted proposal.
The word has spread. Invitations sent. Time and money spent.

Guests take their seats. Awaiting to see the bride. Anticipation grows.

Groom's heart is beating fast. Time seems to stand still. Shaky hands.

There she is. Isn't she just beautiful?

Soft gasps.

"We are gathered here today". Happy tears fall from eyes.
Lovers say "I do".
An exchange of rings. Symbolising eternity.

"Speak now or forever hold yo
ur peace". No-one dares to make a sound.
Picture perfect.

First kiss as husband and wife. Clapping from behind.
The day has just begun. Celebrations to be had. Speeches to be made. Photos to be taken.
Laughter. Joy. Love.
Delicious cake. Would you like a slice? Enjoy the taste.
Off in the car. Arrive at destination. Time to make love.
Intimacy.
Perfect day. Perfect night. Perfect life.
Lovers who were once strangers. Now best friends. Husband and wife.



Written by Jeska Brewster on 16.10.2010 (c)

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

No Fear For You


Your words resembled a snake bite.
Venom flowed through my veins.
Harsh words made a reality.
It was far too late for change.


Whimpering in a corner.
Didn't notice how you felt.
Like a puppet on a bunch of strings.
Strangled by a belt.


You convinced me to come closer.
Stripped me til I was bare.
I began to cringe at the thought of you.
About this I doubt you care.


Just shut your mouth now.
Your speech is unwanted here.
Nothing left to reach my ears.
I now no longer live in fear.


One time you thought you could own me.
You thought I belonged to you.
But you're just as weak as I was once.
You're a coward too.


Written by Jeska Brewster on 5.10.2010 (c)

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

You Are My Nectar


Where has the gravity gone?
You robbed it from me when I met you.
You untied my heart strings.
I've begun to float away.
Higher and higher into the skies I go.
The world looks so pretty from up here.
So much commotion but all I can think about is you.
No longer am I restricted.
You released me into freedom with a kiss.
So soft, so tender.
No bitterness on my tongue. Only sweetness.
You are the nectar to my flower.
Let the bee's sting me.
I wouldn't feel a thing.
You are filled with an elixir.
I've been given a drop. All I need.
It's enough to get me by and beyond.
To the moon I go, traveling on a shooting star.
You found me.
Now never let me go.
You made gravity sleep.
I don't wish for it to wake.
You are all I need.
Now come back here, and give me some more of that nectar.


Written by Jeska Brewster on 29.9.2010 (c)

Friday, September 17, 2010

She Is Gone

Torn into a million pieces
She was really not OK
She started self destructing
The moment you walked away.

Lost inside this crazy life
Trying to decipher what went wrong
Why was her mind so ugly?
Her heart could no longer hang on.

She never wanted to be alone
Because she felt she had no power
You told her she only dragged you down
How did it all turn sour?

Everything stopped making sense
Nothing would ever be the same
She forgot who she used to be
Her life now too late to save.
She took the sharpest knife she could find
Drove it straight into her heart
She left a piece of paper behind
"There's a dagger in my heart".

Not one person has not cried
Not one, except for you
Full of guilt and helplessness
Unsure of what to do.

This gorgeous angel to whom we have said goodbye
Has left her life behind
All because you broke her heart
They say that love is blind.

Something you'll live with forever
You will take this to your grave
Wondering if she would be here right now
If you accepted the love she gave.



Written by Jeska Brewster on 17.9.2010 (c)

Thursday, September 16, 2010

A Lovers Lie

























Together forever.
He lied, he lied.
I'll never leave you.
He lied, he lied.
I'll always love you.
He lied, he lied.
You're the only one for me.
He lied, he lied.

I'll be forever faithful.
She lied, she lied.
I'll be by your side.
She lied, she lied.
You can always hold me.
She lied, she lied.
I'm with you for life.
She lied, she lied.

I am here always.
You lied, you lied.
This just feels right.
You lied, you lied.
You make me feel good.
You lied, you lied.
I want to keep you forever.
You lied, you lied.

I won't forget you.
I lied, I lied.
I won't ever leave you.
I lied, I lied.
I won't leave you behind.
I lied, I lied.
I won't stop believing in you.
I lied, I lied.

He lied.
She lied.
You lied.
I Lied.
This is, a lovers lie.


Written by Jeska Brewster on 16.9.2010 (c)

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Fighting Now For Tomorrow

Bring me a shovel
Let me dig the ground deep
We need to climb this mountain
The valley's are too steep.
Show me where the gold is
There are diamond's in sky
Endless emotions of the heart
We all learn and live then die.
Round up your soldiers
Time to defend our right
Come with swords and daggers
Now is the hour to fight.
Stand for what we believe in
Together or alone
We need to sift through the dirt
Let's defend our throne.
This is our calling
We shall push through to the end
See the light behind the tunnel
Would you like to be my friend?
Once we find the key
We can unlock and open the door
Come inside the secret cave
No need for fear anymore.
Leave your coat behind
Don't forget my armour
There's no turning back now
Leave your cattle with the farmer.
Kiss the loved goodbye
Hopefully it's see you later
No moment to waste now
To our country we must cater.




Written by Jeska Brewster on 12.9.2010 (c)

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Let Me Go...



























See those tears?
Wipe those tears!
You're making me laugh
Crying after all of these years.
Get up off your knees
It's too late for this nonsense now
You look silly when you beg
Taking you back, I wouldn't know how.
Stop searching for a reason
Some things just aren't meant to be
It's time to start a new chapter
Let me remain just a memory.
Allow yourself to find new happiness
From this experience you can grow
Not everything can last forever
But this you weren't to know.
By holding on, you suffocate both of us
I need for you to let go
Come now, it's time for us both to breathe
To somebody else, you have lots of love to show.
I'm not going to play this game any more
It's not fun for me or for you
After all of this time, I am so worn out
I don't know what else to do.
So please go now, away
Far away from me
My time is no longer yours to share
It's time you set me free.


Written by Jeska Brewster on 25.08.2010 (c)

Thursday, August 19, 2010

In The Silence

Silence. Not a noise surrounding my ears.
I could hear a pin drop.
Not even my breathing makes a sound.
I love the dark. It excites me.
Eyes closed. Waiting. Dreaming.
Musical notes float in my mind.
No sound comes from them.
I enjoy the peace and quiet.
For once in my life, the noise is switched off.
It is lovely.
It is devine.
Nothing should interrupt this beautiful moment.
I can't imagine anything sweeter than this moment right now.
I dance in the dark.
In the silence.
I don't hear a tune. Nor do I want to.
The first time I can freely dance to nothingness.
It's as though there are no mouths for words to escape from.
No need to yell "BE QUIET!".
What a liberating feeling to not hear voices surrounding me.
Too many people talk without having anything to say.
All I need is a little time to soak up this moment.
No need for it to last forever. Only for now.
I shall enjoy the silence while it lasts.

























Written by Jeska Brewster on 19.8.2010 (c)

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Let Us Mourn

Here one minute
Gone the next
Time passes by so quickly
This life is not ours
It can be taken from us at any moment
We cry
We mourn
We remember
Tears fall and hearts bleed
Loved ones left behind
Picking up the pieces
Memories remain forever
We hurt
We question
We wonder
Looking to the skies
Trying to find the answers
Does a soul survive?
What happens in the afterlife?
Praying a soul is safe at rest
Hoping for an eternity of peace
We hope
We pray
We believe
A spirit remains forever
Life is too short for bitterness
Its important to remember
Never forget what is true
A lesson learnt from those whose time has past

Written by Jeska Brewster on 17.8.2010 (c)

Friday, August 13, 2010

Where For Art Thou Romeo?

I stand in a field alone
While the wind blows against my skin
I yell loudly into the skies
"Where for art thou Romeo?"
Surely he can't be far?
Is there something I have missed?

I stand in a field alone
While the grass slaps against my feet
As the clouds are gathering I ask
"Where for art thou Romeo?"
I have to cross paths with him soon surely?
Have my eyes been closed this whole time?

I stand in a field alone
While the air feels warm against my body
I shout to the universe
"Where for art thou Romeo?"
Is he hiding in the distance?
Will he reveal himself to me soon?

I stand in a field alone
While my heart grows hungry and eager
I demand of the skies
"Bring me my Romeo!"
How much longer shall I have to wait?
Will I have to wait forever?

I stand in a field alone
While the wind softly replies
"Romeo is coming, be patient my child!"

I stand in a field alone
While I have been made to realise
My Romeo is worth the wait!
I shall not allow my heart to grow tired.
He shall appear in my life when I least expect it.

I stand in a field alone
While everything becomes clearer
I yell to the skies so Romeo can hear
"I'm ready when you are! Reveal yourself to me whenever you need"


Written by Jeska Brewster on 13.8.2010 (c)

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Alone With My Guitar

What is it exactly that you want to hear?
That I lock myself in my room and clumsily play my guitar?
While I sing a series of songs that remind me of you?
If this is what you're wanting to know then yes, it's true.
That my hair is messy and I haven't slept properly in days?
My eyes are sore from the salty tears I've been crying?
My nailpolish is chipped and my head is in a spin?
Then yes, it's true - and now I'm too afraid to let anyone else in.
I don't understand how everything could change in the blink of an eye.
You were here one day, and gone the next.
What is it exactly you hoped to gain?
Why did you blame it on me when you were the one who pushed me away?
Do you want me to admit how much I miss you?
Are you wanting me to confess I secretly fell head over heels?
Would it make you happy to know this hurts more than it should?
If I could find the courage to say it to your face then of course I would!
My guitar plays a lonely tune, as if the strings are broken.
A little like my heart.
Would you like me to vanish and pretend I was never there?
Your response to my questions are as if you never cared.
Do you wish that I would cry in front of you instead of in my room?
Would you like me to beg you like a slave on their knees?
Would you like to actually hear my lonely song?
I can't allow you to come back inside, because my healing takes too long.
No more questions now because this is the final chapter in our tale.
Privately, my guitar and I will walk alone.
A silent song without you, not revealing to you how I really feel.
Little will you actually admit, you were never the "real deal".


Written by Jeska Brewster on 10.8.2010 (c)

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Yesterday, Tonight, Tomorrow



Yesterday, I went to sleep with a kiss.

Yesterday, I didn't sleep alone.

Yesterday, I was locked up safe and tight in somebody's arms.

Yesterday, I slept better than I've slept before.


Tonight, I go to sleep without a kiss.

Tonight, I go to sleep alone.

Tonight, I am not locked up safe and tight in somebody's arms.

Tonight, I am not sure I will be able to sleep.



Tomorrow, I wake up without a kiss.

Tomorrow, I wake up alone.

Tomorrow, I won't be locked up safe and tight in somebody's arms.

Tomorrow, I hope I can sleep.





Written by Jeska Brewster on 5.8.2010 (c)

Dance To Forget You


I listen to the beat of the music
I love to swing my hips
The music is taking over
I close my eyes and see your face
I dance to escape the thought of you
No more tears shall fall
My friends tell me they think I love you
I refuse to accept or listen
I let the tune take over
Repeating inside my head
Forgetting you isn't all that easy
But I will die trying
I want the rain to fall as the music plays
I will dance wet
Trying to forget about what we shared
The beat is now my friend
You are nothing now but a memory
I shall sleep inside the music
Since I can't sleep next to you
No longer can I taste your lips
So I eat the flavour of the music
I want it to be sweet like you
I dance to forget you
I will dance for a lifetime if I have to
The music pulsates in my veins
Maybe I do love you
Something I won't ever let you know
I belong to the music now
I dance to forget you


Written by Jeska Brewster on 5.8.2010 (c)

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Naked In The Night

I want to be naked with you.
Under a tree, in the night sky.
I want the moon to reflect off our naked bodies.
I want the stars to shine bright, just for us.
As the cool breeze touches our bodies, I want to kiss you.
I want your body to be pressed hard against mine.
Time shall pass ever so slowly, waiting for us.
Colours shall ignite the night sky, like a million galaxies exploding at once.
The grass will softly touch our bare feet.
In the distance, wolves will howl.
I want to be naked with you.
Under a tree, in the night sky.
I want the world to disappear so it's just you and me.
I want there to be sparks flying from our bodies.
As our embrace creates electricity in the world.
I want nature's essence to roam around in our bodies.
Our thoughts and feelings, merging into one.
The universe will bow at our feet because everything is beautiful and perfect.
The earth will become our playground.
Together, as one, naked in the night.


Written by Jeska Brewster on 4.8.2010 (c)

Friday, July 30, 2010

You Envelope Me

You captivate me.

You challenge me. You excite me. You surprise me. You intrigue me.

You satisfy me. You touch me.

You inspire me. You motivate me. You encourage me. You support me.

You hear me. You hold me. You calm me. You soothe me.

You help me. You advise me. You teach me. You guide me.

You envelope me. With everything you are, and everything you have - you envelope me.



Written by Jeska Brewster on 29.7.2010 (c)

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Onto The Page

Onto the page I write
Through the ink I bleed
Thoughts planted in my mind
Writing is my seed.
Spinning world is revolving
Around and around it goes
What flows onto the page next
Only God above shall know.
Secrets are revealed
Many thoughts are shared out loud
Writing for many reasons
One is to make you proud.
My words are full of emotion
They give my poems some life
I've stolen them from my heart
So before you here I write.
I can't seem to stop the pen
I've simply got too much to say
If you like what you're reading
Feel free to walk away.
I will never stop writing.


Written by Jeska Brewster on 13.7.2010 (c)

Conversation With God


God, I wish things were different. Less complicated. I wish it was easier for me to sleep, eat and breathe. Also God, I wish I had the strength to open my heart and see my worth. Yet there is something inside of me which has a hold of me and won't release me.

I feel as though you have forsaken me God. I look up to the heavens and shout your name, asking you to reveal yourself to me but I feel nothing. Where are you Lord? Why have you forsaken me? How can you help me? I feel as though I am asking questions there are no answers to.

You work in mysterious ways Lord, yet I am not sure you have given me the strength to be patient. I need strength. I need will power. I need faith and I need hope. All of these things, I doubt I possess. I have no solution and I feel nobody understands what I am going through.

Please Lord, come back into my life and help me through because this is the time when I need you the most. This life isn't mine so I am giving it it you. My burden now belongs to you. Please be the way, truth like you said you said you would. Reveal yourself to me, Oh Lord.


Written by Jeska Brewster on 20.7.2010 (c)

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Naked For You

I've taken my clothes off
I'm waiting for you to get home
The candles are lit
We'll be all alone.
My nails are painted
Champagne is on ice
A bubble bath is ready
I've cooked your favorite meal with rice.
My lip-gloss is shiny
Skin is silky smooth
Everything is perfect
I want you in the mood.
Soft music is in the background
A gorgeous aroma in the air
I want you to be inside of me
As you gently tug on my hair.
I hear you unlock the door
Excitement inside of me grows
I get ready on the lounge
I can't seem to feel my toes.
You take one look at me
I can see it in your eyes
You're ready to pounce on top of me
You totally love this surprise.
Now you've come even closer
There is now right here
You take me in your arms
You nibble on my ear.
Our energies are flowing
We both want the very same thing
You're my deepest desire
Tonight...you are my King.


Written by Jeska Brewster on 1.7.2010 (c)

Mother


Many excuses for years and years, broken promises and an ocean of tears.

Over the years things were meant to change, nothing happened - they remained the same.

Things in your life went from bad to worse, it's like you've been affected by some evil curse.

Hoping you'd be the person that I'd look up to, instead the hurt and shame about you inside of me grew.

Everyday I wonder when I'll get the call, that you've gone too far and you're not alive anymore.

Realising you'll never really get your act together, you don't deserve my love - not now, not ever!


Written by Jeska Brewster on 1.7.2010 (c)

Monday, June 28, 2010

Sunshine In My Heart

When I look into your eyes
I'm taken to a castle in the sky
Amongst the white and fluffy clouds
I want to be held by you.
You rock me in a cradle

Full of encouragement and hope

Helping me to believe -

You're the person I didn't think existed.

My breath has been stolen by you

It's as though my tongue has been stung

And now I am speechless

It's all because of you.

There's sunshine in my heart

You penetrate me with your creativity

You've abducted my unprotected soul
You've inspired my curious mind.

When I look into your eyes

There's a million stories to be told

I'm glad I'm there to hear them -
Like a dream, everything fades away when I'm with you.

Floating higher than I've been before
Not knowing how long it will last, but hoping it's forever
There's me and there's you -
There's us slowly merging together.


























Written by Jeska Brewster on 28/6/2010 (c)

Monday, June 21, 2010

Worry Stops Faith Begins

It all started a long time ago when she hurt you
You broke down in tears on your knees and cried
At the time you thought it was all going perfectly

Then you found out she went and lied.


You decided over time it was OK to move on

You found someone who took your breath away

Secretly you wished you could keep her forever

She'd never leave you - or so she would say.


One day you came home and her bags were packed

She said she couldn't live a lie anymore

"Sorry that I've gone and hurt you" she said

As she carelessly walked out that door.


You sat there on the floor for hours

Looking at photos from times gone past

What had you done to push her away?

She broke your faith in love that could last.


It wasn't the first time a woman had hurt you
Questions of why would float though your mind

You always thought you treated your lover like a princess
Always loving, always caring, always kind.


For ages you went off and did your own thing

Believing someone decent would never come along
Suddenly when you least expected it

You heard a girl singing a beautiful song.


"I'm not like them" she assured you
"But over time you will see"
"When worry ends then faith begins"
"So have a little faith in me".


This girl that's come into your life is there to teach you
Let her show you that some things are worth the risk
She wants you to give her a chance over time

To prove that good things do exist.


She wants to take your hand and show you the way

Let her restore your faith in women again

She only wants you to have the happiness you deserve

She wants to take off your restrictive chain.



Written by Jeska Brewster on 21.6.2010 (c)

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Leave My Dreams


I wake up in a pool of sweat. I've just dreamt about you again. The fact that my dreams aren't a reality is going through my head. They say dreams can come true but when it comes to you, my dreams are a vivid memory, a hope of something using faith. This can never be real. My dreams seem to consume me and once I awake, I can't get back to sleep again. You've been stuck in my mind and you won't escape. You are like a ghost haunting me. Sleepless nights and endless thoughts are filling up my bedroom. I look for an escape door but there isn't one. I don't run anymore, I simply take it as it comes. Laying here in a pool of sweat, trying to get back to sleep. Leave my dreams if you please, you aren't welcome here anymore. There's no way I want you here. Say goodbye so I can dream sweet about meadows and dragonflies and bubbles and fairies. My dreams belong to me and I want my dreams back. Release what is truly mine so I can rest sweet.


Written by Jeska Brewster on 16.6.2010 (c)

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Stranger...


I'm captivated by a stranger
Excited to find out more
Challenged by my instincts
Opening a new door.

I'm curious about a stranger
Hesitant on what to show
Explaining what's inside my heart
You seem to already know.

I'm inspired by a stranger
Words flow naturally onto the page
Revealing thoughts and secrets
Come inside my cage.

I'm delighted by a stranger
A smile won't leave my face
Happy our paths have crossed
You've bought me to this place.

I'm intrigued by a stranger
Hope to know you well
You'll make a difference in my life some how
Before we've met I can already tell.


Written by Jeska Brewster on 9.6.2010 (c)