Down On My Knees

There's so much I want to say
But not a lot of time
You're walking out the door now
I still don't understand why

I'm choking on my words
Tears stream down my face
You tell me not to cry
I feel like a disgrace

I'm begging you to stay
Look like a fool down on my knees
You continue to walk away
You're impossible to please

My heart shatters slowly
You've just seen me fall apart
I feel so weak and worthless
There's a dagger in my heart

So I guess that this is it
How will I move on?
I've gotta do it all alone now
Seems impossible to be strong

You tell me time will pass
But I know my hurt wont fade
You get into your car
You quickly drive away

It's as though you never cared
Or ever planned to stay
The easy option was too appealing
That's why you went away

I'm going back to bed now
I'll cry myself to sleep
Just know I'll always love you
In my heart you'll always keep

Written by Jeska Brewster on 17/06/2008 (c)