I'm drowning in a pool of darkness
Suffocated by my own hate
I despise who I see in the mirror
A girl nobody wants to date
I have this horrible pain inside
It's eating at my soul
Depression and a lack of sleep
Is certainly taking it's toll
Whenever I close my eyes
I see many scary things
No matter how hard I try
I can't cope with what life brings
Why does my heart feel so bad?
Why do I cry myself to sleep?
Why do I always feel like the girl
Who nobody wants to keep?
Will my darkness ever turn to day?
Will my life ever make sense?
Will there ever be a day
When I stop feeling uptight and tense?
I'm lost in a pool of darkness
Get me out before it's too late
I think I'm starting to need your help
From feeling such self hate
Written by Jeska Brewster on 16.6.2005 (c)
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