I Guess...

I guess I'm scared of what I'm feeling
Because it is so soon
I guess I'm just terrified
This will all just end in doom
I don't want to shed any tears
But I fear one day I will
I'm scared of not having you here
You're like an addictive pill
















I don't want you to hate me
For feeling the way I do
I don't want you to leave me
For being so honest and true
I guess that past relationships
Have really made me scared
So whay I am still falling so fast?
I feel so unprepared

I need some reassurance

But I'm too afraid to ask
I need to know you want me
But it feels like such a task
I gues only time will tell
In the meantime I will wait
I guess I will just take your word
I'll stop trying to contemplate

Written by Jeska Brewster 22.3.2006 (c)